stole from britt!!!!   
02:16pm 08/04/2004
  BASICS

Time: 2:17
Name: Terrilynn Yost
Age: 18
DOB: March 9, 1986
Height: 5'2 or 5'3
Weight: It changes
Hair: Black, brown, and someother color
Eyes: brown, but they change

FAMILY

How many siblings do you have? 3
How old are they and what are their names?: Mandie, 16, Krista, 21, Allen, 23
Who do you live with?: Mom, Angel, and my other Dog..I mean sister..Mandie
How old are your parents?: 41
What are their names?: Penny and ______
Did you have a good childhood?: I had what you call a childhood everyone wands to forget. I mean yeah I had some good memories, but mostly bad.
Whats your best childhood memory?: When me and my sister used to share a room, and we would talk until our mom made us go to bed and shut up cuz we were laughing to loud.
Whats your worst childhood memory?: Anytime my real dad was around..
Do you love your family?: With my family, I would be lost..
Who’s your favorite family member?: My grandma. I look up to her for her strength. Shes the most amazing person I know.
Who in your family has always been there for you?: My mom and my grandma and all my aunts and my cousin crystal, i love them to death.

FAVORITES

Food: Chicken strips with ranch and fries =)
Drink: Code red, Water, and Strawberry Starfruit koolaid, oh yes, I am cool.
Alcoholic Drink: Im going to have to agree with Britt and say the Raspberry vodka and pink lemonaide, but I dont drink anymore lol
Drug: If it wasnt for my xanax and lexapro, I wouldnt be the person I am today lol
Candy: AIRHEADS!!! and sour patch kids...and skittles...and a lot of stuff lol
CD: Right now...ummm...L7, the beauty process:triple platinum..
Song: Way to many to name
Channel: Lifetime, SoapNet, Fuse, Cartoon Network, the usual stuff
Radio Station: 89x and the wrif
Band/Singer: Mest, Jack off Jill, L7, SoCo, London After Midnight, Scarling, Hatebreed, Circle of Dead Children, and many more.
Fragrance: Anything Vanilla
Make Up Company: Mac or anything BRIGHT
Clothing Brand: anything pink!!
Clothing Store: I pretty much shop wherever,
Movie: Pirates, Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hallow, Lilo and Stitch, Ice Age, Donnie Darko, Bruce Almighty, Autumn in New York, What A girl Wants, Dawn of the Dead, 8 Crazy Nights, and a lot more, trust me.
Show: The nanny lol
Place to Go on Vacation: Anywhere but here
Place to Go on the Weekend: Im usually home on the weekend, with people here.
Amusement Park: I hate them...
Animal: I love all animals, specially my punjalow!!!!
Season: Call me crazy, but I love winter, because of how beautiful the snow is..
Day of the Week: Anyday, because Im not in school anymore.
Month: August...even though this year I lose one of my best friends in that month.

FRIENDS

Who is your best girl friend?: Brittney, Destiny, Andrea, Megan, and Katie. Little rachel.
Who is your best guy friend?: My baby =), Aaron, and Chris W.
Who have you been friends with the longest?: Edda and Katie
How long were you best friends with your current best friend?: Brittney, this year, Destiny same Andrea same, Katie 6 years, Aaron a few months, Megan almost 2 years, chris 2 1/2 years, and my baby 3. little one..about forever? lol
Who do you hang out with the most?: It used to be that I was Brittney everyday, but that changed and I miss that. Now Im either with Katie or Aaron. And I used to hang with Andrea a lot too..but that changed too..
Who do you want to be friends with for the rest of your life?: All of them, I would do anything to keep them all in my life forever, but especially brittney, because I know no matter what, I can call her and she'll listen to me, shes my honest to god best friend.
Have you ever done anything sexual with a close friend?: Most you ask?
Have you ever lost a close friend because of something stupid?: Yeah and it hurts...

Who is the..

Craziest?: Katie, Aaron, and Andrea
Loudest?: Britt and Katie
Smartest?: Milly and Destiny and Chris and LIttle one.
Funniest?: Britt, when shes stripping lol
Biggest druggy?: Aaron
Biggest alcoholic?: I would have said me, when I was still drinking, but I dont drink anymore lol
Silliest?: me and brittney...together lol
Sexiest?: all my friends are sexy.
Prettiest?: Brittney is the prettiest person I have ever met, both inside and out and I think she should know that, and Andrea is really pretty too. AND SO IS MY LITTLE RACHEL. and of course my destiny!!
Hottest?: All of my friends are hott, inside and hott..nothing I would change about any of them.
Most fun to be with?: All of them. I don't care what I'm doing with them, as long as I'm with them.

HAVE YOU EVER

Smoked cigarettes?: Yes, but Im honestly trying to quit
Smoked weed?: not anymore
Smoked crack?: thats just not me.
Did heroin or coke?: oh yes, you know me so well
Popped pills?: xanax are my friend
Cut yourself?: I would rather not talk about it
Drank?: Lets not talk about that either
Got in a fist fight?: a few times..
Cried for hours?: I think everyone has
Ran away from home?: No
Stayed on the phone for more than 5 hours?: Yesterday actually
Been in jail?: just got out ;)
Gotten a hickey?: oh yeah..that was bad..
Slept outside?: Millys house, bad memories..
Lied to a good friend?: Only once and wound up telling her about it..

THIS/THAT

Water/Soda: water
Radio/TV: Radio
DVD/VHS: DVD
Mall/Movies: Both
Prep/Skater: Skater
Cigarettes/Weed: Cigarettes
Beer/Liquor: Liquor beer is icky
Fruit/Veggies: Fruit
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
Icecream/Water Ice: Water, I only like icecream sometimes
Football/Basketball: If i had to choose...basketball

OTHER STUFF

Who do you miss more than anyone and why?: Sabrina, she never got to live her life... I wish she did, because I miss her mom and more each day..
How often do you brush your teeth?: at most, 3 times a day.
Do you have your own phone line?: No, but it might as well be mine, I use it so much.
Do you have a cell phone?: not anymore.
Do you have any pets?: My puppy!! =)
Have you ever dry humped?: Sure..I guess..I dont know..
Have you ever passed out cuz you were so drunk?: Not that I know of, ask the people I got drunk with...
Have you ever lied to your parents?: Everyone does it, if they say they dont they are a liar..		  
     

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03:34pm 05/04/2004
  Today was really depressing
I got out of bed because the phone wouldnt stop ringing

I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world that I'm gay.

I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock.

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a terrible skin disease which prevents me from coming into contact with other human beings. And bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.

You're gay

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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06:06pm 04/11/2003
  Cute 06
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04:08pm 21/10/2003
  vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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06:48pm 17/10/2003
   
     

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01:34am 10/10/2003
  I'm going through and making this friends only for certain reasons..I may get lazy..and not do it..but Hey..if you wanna stay on my friends list..comment now..  
     

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UGH   
09:44pm 01/10/2003
  I start my job tomorrow. Wish me luck. I don't know. I work at Sigurs florist off Goddard..COME SEE ME!!! Seriously. Its only my first day, but I'm sure they won't mind hehe. I don't do much..Except maybe clean. and..that doesn't require much. So I need some people to come visit me. PLEASE COME VISIT ME lol..but yeah...  
     

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04:27pm 22/09/2003
 
Living in yesterday
By Lowlight
Close your door.
Hold your breath.
Lie some more.
Play with death.
What separates me now from who I was yesterday?
Take what’s yours.
I’ll take mine.
Lock your door.
We’ll be fine.
I’m not the person that you wanted yesterday.
Fill me heart with dirty lies.
Pretend you’re happy when you see my face,
Because we’re never more.		  
     

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04:17pm 20/09/2003
  i am having a horrible fucking day.  
     

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06:29pm 06/09/2003
  this is my official public announcement...Im not going to homecoming.  
     

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05:01pm 05/09/2003
  My head hurts...really bad..I feel like Im going to throw up..and I now have really short hair..I hate it.  
     

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12:14pm 30/08/2003
  ♥ I am in love..  
     

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I dont know what Im gonna do about us..   
09:28pm 23/08/2003
 
mood: sick
music: MSI~ Faggot
Ok. I have a really bad headache, and Im not even sure why Im online. My head is throbbing. I slept a few hours last night. Milly stayed the night. It was fun. We talked about a lot of stuff, and drove until 4 am lol. My sister better appricate what amelia did, or Im gonna kill her. Yes. Thats what Ill do. Oh and Never try and talk about MeST and a restruant at the same time at 4 in the morning, when you are really tired and havent slept in like 5 days. The words just dont come out right. Its funny though. Ask Amelia she'll tell you, especially when you dont remember saying them lol. And then you are forced to talk about someONE you dont know what else to say, when youve already told the person everything lol. Yes Amelia I am talking about you and Chris lol. =)

So Im having some problems. I feel empty... Is that normal? Because I honestly dont think it is. I feel like everything inside of me is melting apart. And it doesnt feel very good. I dont know. I dont really like it. Not anymore. Not ever. =(

I dont feel good. And it sucks. And Im sad. And I dont know. Im gonna go lay down. Maybe someone will call me tonight and I wont be completely alone...		  
     

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love..   
11:29pm 18/08/2003
  I LOVE SAM!!!  
     

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Classes for my final year..   
11:15pm 18/08/2003
  John F. Kennedy High School 1st Semester:
1st Block~ Concert Choir --- Shreve
2nd Block~ German 3 --- Osborne
3rd Block~ Theatre Arts --- Benson
4th Block~ Earth Science --- Mackson

John F. Kennedy High School 2nd Semester:
1st Block~ Early Humanities --- Shalogian
2nd Block~ German 4 --- Osborne
3rd Block~ Keyboarding --- Nelson
4th Block~ Calculus --- Boldrick

Have any classes with me, comment and let me know.		  
     

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12:08pm 16/08/2003
  I love you  
     

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ok.   
10:17pm 13/08/2003
 
mood: amused
I might not be on for a few days. My mom wants to take the computer in. It hates me..badly. It keeps freezing. so my moms gonna take it in. So yeah. Thats my update for the day..Also I bought new shoes. Vans..imagine me in vans..Im a converse girl. But my vans are black and pink, and my new backpack is pink...haha pink..yes I bought pink. Crazy huh? but im going school shopping tomorrow hopefully. I know what i want. so its gonna be easy. So yeah.

im going crazy.		  
     

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i dont get it..   
10:52pm 29/07/2003
 
mood: pissed off
music: Marilyn Manson~ Tainted Love
i dont get it..i just dont fucking it..if you wanna know what. comment and ill think about telling you..		  
     

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Eric...   
06:01pm 27/07/2003
 
mood: happy
music: Kittie~Do you think ima whore?
Eric called me today. First time I have heard from him in months. I guess I should explain the Eric situation. You see. Eric was the first guy I ever loved. And I can honestly say that without thinking twice. He gave me so much without even trying. We had a really rough "relationship" if thats even what you wanna call it. He was my best friend..and I adored him. But we knew the meaning of hard love. He lives in Pittsburg, PA, and I live in Taylor, MI, you see, thats quite a few miles away from each other. Yet we managed to keep it together. Using the phone and the computer as our ways of communication. but after awhile, my phone bill started to get really high, and my mom started to get mad, and his mom started to not let him use her cell phone to call me. So if you couldnt guess, things started to fall apart. And to top everything off...we began not even talking on the computer. It started to really suck. Especially when you go from spending hours upon hours on the phone with someone to never talking to them. It hurt a lot. But to answer the phone today, and hear his voice on the other line, was absolutly amazing. I felt complete for the duration of our phone call. It was so great to talk to him. We talked about a lot of our past, and a lot of whats going on in our lives now. He hasnt changed, hes still the eric that I love so much. I'm always going to love him. I dont know. He still holds sooo much of my heart. I wouldnt have it any other way. I miss him though. and I really want him back in my life. Maybe we can pick up where we left off and keep things going? I hope so...		  
     

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12:29am 25/07/2003
  I made a new friend...and i dont think i know her name lol. but..she made me laugh lol. and shes really sweet, and easy to talk to. so if you read this. YOU ROCK!  
     

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